This blog is written to share on FB, with people I actually know from "real life".
My wordpress blog (frozenspaghetti.wordpress.com) is for professional thoughts and otherwise. Pretty much undetermined, but seperate nonetheless.
One of the hardest parts about being me is the constant change of ideas, the ongoing environmental stimulation and mental progress. My authenticity is no-doubtedly questioned as my days change focus, unfortunately change ideals from time to time, and my time gets so easily wrapped up in myself.
Because what I find fascinating is so fascinating to me, I get completely absorbed in this little mini-world I call "my own personal earth". Satellites and moons - children and plants. Going from one to the other...all I can do is share.
I sing to Lucy - a recent favorite is called "Gumball". It is an impromptu spew of easy rhymes and rhythm, some consistent lines ground the ditty for her memory's sake. But today, this song went on for minutes and minutes. I sang, chin tilted up towards the ceiling as the ceiling fan's pull posed as a mic - my form was spears meets motherhood as I held core strong and swayed my 2 year old...my 28 pound mass of happiness.
Ellen and I picked out a dress, she looked through jewlery and admired little stones, stools, and staircases. Looking at that now, that time spent on a Saturday in a boutique...a quiet, calm, boutique. Coming from STBX and trying on dresses, sharing opinions and direction. I returned her fair nature by waiting patiently in the educational learning aisle at Target. After pacing through each aisle, I silently thanked God as she passed the most well-marketed toys. I offered her a puzzle, she accepted. Motherhood...my thesis for today is that it all comes down to creating wins. Think about it.
You can try to win a situation, a person over, a game. You can hope to win a jackpot. But what you can do most importantly, is predict an unexpected win for another based on what is within your means. If you do this for your children, they will feel blessed. Because this act comes from the heart and the mind, as a predilection of love, it will manifest in both hugs and Spongebob puzzles.
My wordpress blog (frozenspaghetti.wordpress.com) is for professional thoughts and otherwise. Pretty much undetermined, but seperate nonetheless.
One of the hardest parts about being me is the constant change of ideas, the ongoing environmental stimulation and mental progress. My authenticity is no-doubtedly questioned as my days change focus, unfortunately change ideals from time to time, and my time gets so easily wrapped up in myself.
Because what I find fascinating is so fascinating to me, I get completely absorbed in this little mini-world I call "my own personal earth". Satellites and moons - children and plants. Going from one to the other...all I can do is share.
I sing to Lucy - a recent favorite is called "Gumball". It is an impromptu spew of easy rhymes and rhythm, some consistent lines ground the ditty for her memory's sake. But today, this song went on for minutes and minutes. I sang, chin tilted up towards the ceiling as the ceiling fan's pull posed as a mic - my form was spears meets motherhood as I held core strong and swayed my 2 year old...my 28 pound mass of happiness.
Ellen and I picked out a dress, she looked through jewlery and admired little stones, stools, and staircases. Looking at that now, that time spent on a Saturday in a boutique...a quiet, calm, boutique. Coming from STBX and trying on dresses, sharing opinions and direction. I returned her fair nature by waiting patiently in the educational learning aisle at Target. After pacing through each aisle, I silently thanked God as she passed the most well-marketed toys. I offered her a puzzle, she accepted. Motherhood...my thesis for today is that it all comes down to creating wins. Think about it.
You can try to win a situation, a person over, a game. You can hope to win a jackpot. But what you can do most importantly, is predict an unexpected win for another based on what is within your means. If you do this for your children, they will feel blessed. Because this act comes from the heart and the mind, as a predilection of love, it will manifest in both hugs and Spongebob puzzles.
yea! motherhood.
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ReplyDeletein case you are wondering why i "yea'd" my own blog, i am happy to be able to write about my girls again free-minded as this blog is more focused on just talking to people on Facebook.
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